cheers~
2006 年 12 月 15 日 （星期五）
din sleep well, maybe…
woke up tired…
maybe i should take a rest…after our camp…
a big rest…
brought along my new specs,
brought along a new refreshed look,
really, i am a flashy display, for a day.
she got 3As, but…still sad???
seen thru many people’s blog yesterday…
found out a strange…fenomena…
some people got juz a few, like 1, or 2, or even none A,
they feel lucky, or happy, or juz plain neutral…
some people got 3, 4, or even 5 As,
and yet they are sad…
i wonder…should i be sad now?
i am to be optimistic, so…
but why poly? why college?
i juz dun wanna waste time on diplomas…
i wonder why today i cant perform well.
start from morning warm-ups,
until late evening, i cant pop out a single high pitch…
izzit too tired, or instrument problem?
tried brushing my mouthpiece, but still the same.
luckily today both 凯翔 and 锦汉 are present,
and according to tomolo’s formation,
i am to be at 3rd…
last full band rehersal, 锦汉 was absent,
and our balancing was praised…
i did not dare to tell 宏光 the fact that 锦汉 was absent…
and today…宏光 are…complainin about our band members’ 出席率。。。
慧榕。。。im worried about her…
her last year…will she be cut?
and 锦汉 too…
i do not wish him not to be able to perform…
毓铃。。。善毅。。。
do i have a choice?
i juz plain feel sorry for them…
but what if they actually dun have the heart, the passion to perform?
im juz worrying things myself…perhaps…
some people juz hav a terrible though…
小组 is not important, 大组 only important…
maybe i know why they think like this…
测验 not important, 大考 only important…
and they do not know the fact that,
even you can score greatly at 大考 even you fail all the time in 测验，
you cant simply have a good performance even you did not attend 小组.
what 宏光 said is true…
even professional players are requested to be on the practise,
cause we are runnin a full band concert,
and not a solo concert…
i wonder…do they know their wrongs, and learn from it?
i wonder…
at least, after today’s practise,
our balancing wasnt ruined very badly,
and we were praised somehow…
we have no much time left…
cherish…
we were praised during full band rehersal…
jbb passed the audition…
my new look attracted many attention…
i got some cash by sellin books to 裕铭…but are given back to my mum…
i got reply e-mails from bith studylink and curtin, that i am able to enroll to them…
i am to be happy…but…somehow…i do not feel so…
i wonder why…
the same old sadness…depress from yesterday…the day before…
the same…
i wonder why…
or at least i did it,
i did show happiness towards other people…
i have to 再接再厉了…
to be optimistic…
cheers~
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为什么你的物理有C9这种成绩的？？？
V.P.
Dec 16, 2006 @ 8:38 am
演奏会要加油哦..
虽然我没有钱送你花..哈哈..
加油加油加油..
你应该粉需要好好休息吧..
Dec 18, 2006 @ 10:43 am