sayonara sg

2006 年 12 月 13 日 (星期三)
 
i din expect much…but…
things came out far worse…
 
lost all confidence now…
sg…nus…ntu…seem far far away…
maybe i juz put too high hopes on myself…
or i juz depended too much on luck…
haiz…
 
what a sad day…depressed…
not only me…many others too…
 
worried…
sg will not accept me, that is certain…
what left…is to hope for curtin…
or else i will have to go for a college…
my 2nd worst nightmare…juz behind of poly…
 
i know it’s not juz me,
as there are many who are more unlucky than me.
but…
my efforts didnt pay…
or maybe i shouldnt have paid this unworthy bargain…
 
well, i shouldnt have any more false hope now,
have to face the reality.
a slight hope might lead to more depress.
sg…sayonara…

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