holes…

these days really is so…boring…empty…
everyday doing the same thing, over and over…
 
go to work, always waiting for go home…
went home, turn on my laptop, also dunno what to do…
hopind to find someone to chat, or at least find something to download, somrthing to do…
but…none…
 
i found out that…
listening music is the most…relaxed thing to do in these days…
on the pc, start all bt downloading, check inbox…
ntn to do…juz play every music in my pc, one by one…
 
hard to imagine, without music…how empty will my life be…
 
Empty spaces fill me up with holes,
Distant faces with no place left to go.
Without you, within me I can’t find no rest,
Where I’m going…is anybody’s guess…
 
sometimes i like being alone…
but sometimes…i still cant beat loneliness…
i wonder how, i wonder why…
we all do the same thing, work, sleep, work agian…
but…why am i feeling empty, but the others are not?
is it because…i do not have a target?
 
everyone’s pursuing money…
everyone is doing their best to pursue their dream…
what about my dream? or…do i have one?
 
i’m not tired…but…i’m tired…
 
everyone else needs money…what do i need?
i need something that can fill my emptiness…
who have it? can i buy some for myself?
i’m willing to give all i have for a change…
 
plz, can someone plz, tell me "you’re not alone"…

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  1. 美の欣

    u’re not alone..
    haha..satisfied?
    erp….dunno wan 2 say wad..
    u know i dunno how to console others de mah..
    b hapee lo=)

    Apr 29, 2007 @ 10:53 am


  2. Violet

    u want other tell you " you are not alone"?
    ok loh~
    you are not alone
     
    satisfied???
    :P
    hehe……
     
    =================================================================================
    erm….
    我觉得像我们这些刚毕业出来做工的都会有这种感觉or 心情的啦。。。
    尤其是在当那个工作的环境就你自己一个人, 而不是跟一群以前的同学or 认识的人一起做工的环境下.
     
    我之前也是有这种feeling
    觉得生活好空虚
    but now is ok 了
     
     过渡期而已啦
    去认识多一些新朋友
    得空跟他们去喝喝茶吃吃饭咯~ hehe….
     
    介绍你一个game
    http://www.o2jam.com.my
     
    u go to dl that game loh
    nice to play 的
    and can help u to fill up your lonely heart :P
    can practice your finger’s speed too
     
    enjoy the game ^^

    Apr 29, 2007 @ 4:09 pm


  3. Violet

    ==u
     
    my comment 好长哦~~
     
     
     
     
     
    ……………………….我不是来灌水的 ==u

    Apr 29, 2007 @ 4:13 pm

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