silent summer night

This is not the first time visiting Langkawi,
but this time…it’s not like a tour, but more like a…
…self-challenging…self-understanding…
 
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Underwater World, no longer the underwater world i last seen…
or maybe because this time is with different person…
 
Gallery Perdana, so many things, yet nothing to see…
 
Black Sand Beach, no longer full of Black Sand.
Although it has a historical past,
it had lost it’s romance…
 
Burnt Rice Field, bacame a waste field, and beside…
with apparently a bowl of burnt rice,
accompanied with a donation box…
 
Langkawi Island, is no longer an island full of mystery,
it’s now slowly devoured…by so-called development, tourist attack…
 
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"So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love…"
 
Life here aren’t as advance, or as urban as our city life.
so, the sky here are clearer, fields are greener…
you could see the colors of sunsets,
paddy fields just beside the road,
and buffaloes, resting, chewing…
 
wish she was here too…
wish she could see what i was seeing here…
 
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"宁静的夏天
天空中繁星点点
心里头有些思念
思念着你的脸…"
 
the night sky here is nice…
but…still not as nice as Desaru there…
 
under the starry night,
the coast tower’s light became so bright.
buffaloes doesn’t seem like they need to sleep,
still the same, resting, chewing…
 
It’s the very same feeling, as last time…
how I miss someone like this…
but this time…no…
i keep on denying myself from drowning into it…
and…to prevent history from repeating itself…
no, i’ll just let it pass…it’s pass somehow…hope so…
 
"我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂
 
我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗?
谁能给我一个好的回答…"
 
this time, who could help me?
i know…sure will have someone wanna help me…
i appreciate your intention, but…
i dun wanna repeat my own history,
and…i dun wanna ridicule myself…
and…
…
i’m not sure about it myself…
 
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Derrick, my cousin, 表哥,
went to USA, Indiana for futher study years ago,
and since them, we lost his sight, until then…
my grandma’s 80th b’day,
姑姑 showed us some photos he mailed back, his photos…
 
omg, he sure is old now,
can considered as Uncle Chew now, haha~
and…he had a baby~~~
 
why those photos…have uncle dun hav aunty???
he doesnt want us to see her bride, her wife???
he doesnt want us to see the baby’s mum???
or is it embarassing, that he married an ang moh?
no matter…
the baby is cute, but not as cute as my sis, lol~
 
this b’day party is so boring…
all old ppl…
the whole party only have one table of young ones…and that’s us…
= =
 
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very shit lo,
why my dad bring my graduation tour tape here?
i haven finish downloading de, he brough it here, and treated it as recycle tape,
omg~~~
luckily i din really used it…
but…
before i realised, and before i could act,
he overwrote about 5 seconds of my tape,
and that’s 庆仁’s b’day…with the moon…
walao~
shit la~~~
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last night, this was a very, horrifying and terrifying experience!!!
i saw a truck…overturn…in front of my eyes!!!
and that’s very…omg, bloody hell!!!

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