back then…

recently nothing much happened for me, or at least i dun think this is much, but…
it seems there is much goin on in the band.
watchin them like this, reminds me of myself when i was like them…

maybe, age like that really is a time for people to experience, and learn…
experience cruelty, sadness, and learn to accept, learn to face it…

on someone’s comment on someone’s blog…
she said, let your heart bleed till with most efforts, and you’ll turn on a new life…
well…maybe, but in my way, i’ll say it like this…
心碎成了沙, 就不会再碎了…

i’m still trying my best to forget those sad memories…
and after i can feel some improvement, i saw people…repeating my past…
they’re like a mirror of me…reminds me of the dreaded past of mine…

haiz, cant blame anyone…
my heart is still shattered in pieces, even though it’s sealed…
i really dun wish anyone to dig it out, unless the particular person wishes to heal it for me…

so, now, can i say: i’m looking forward for another climax in my life.
living in this campus, i dun have high hope for findin a life like how it was in band…
but…
well…
随缘吧~
omitofo~

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