Wanna cry but tears just won’t come out.
Damn hungry but just can’t swallow any food.
Damn tired and sleepy but just can’t fall asleep.

Life’s a bitch. And then you die.

When I close my eyes I think of you
And the time we’ve had been through
Even though we’re for apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me
How you’ve make my world complete
But now left alone

We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you’ll love me from the start
All those painful things you’ve put me through
But I’m still loving you

I’ve tried to give my best to you
I don’t deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies

下载链接：http://www.filefactory.com/file/c381b0e/n/I_m_Still_Loving_You.mp3
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将近一年没写部落了。
没想到，一回来写，就是难过。

一夜辗转难眠，十个小时，不知爬起来上脸书好几回，
真的。消失了太久，当一失去最重要的东西过后，
却发现。。。其实，除了她，我没有朋友。了。

也许彼此真的需要多一点时间，
可是。。。时间拖得越长，我怕，我失去的可能性就越大。

不知道该怎么办。。。
我不想放弃。我不想失去。

我不是个很好的恋人。。。
我。很。笨。

我。。。还有机会吗？

星期日，去了趟国家动物园门口。
感想：以后绝对不要踏进政府的旅游地点了！

马来人多，车又多。
进去 parking lot 没有位 park，地方又小又窄。

排队的排到西北长，而且又不会懂的。
售票员不懂是大象还是河马来的，动作慢到要死。
排队排不到两分钟就下雨了，所以打算不要排了走人。
从进 parking 到走人，前后不到 10 分钟。。。

更离谱的是，进去了不管你有没有 park，都要给钱！
而且是 RM5.50 per entry！！！

他妈的。

今天去 Steam forum 发现。。。

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内容如下：

Dear Steam Users and Steam Forum Users:

Our Steam forums were defaced on the evening of Sunday, November 6. We began investigating and found that the intrusion goes beyond the Steam forums.

We learned that intruders obtained access to a Steam database in addition to the forums. This database contained information including user names, hashed and salted passwords, game purchases, email addresses, billing addresses and encrypted credit card information. We do not have evidence that encrypted credit card numbers or personally identifying information were taken by the intruders, or that the protection on credit card numbers or passwords was cracked. We are still investigating.

We don’t have evidence of credit card misuse at this time. Nonetheless you should watch your credit card activity and statements closely.

While we only know of a few forum accounts that have been compromised, all forum users will be required to change their passwords the next time they login. If you have used your Steam forum password on other accounts you should change those passwords as well.

We do not know of any compromised Steam accounts, so we are not planning to force a change of Steam account passwords (which are separate from forum passwords). However, it wouldn’t be a bad idea to change that as well, especially if it is the same as your Steam forum account password.

We will reopen the forums as soon as we can.

I am truly sorry this happened, and I apologize for the inconvenience.

Gabe.

o.o

2011 年 11 月 11 日 11 点 11 分 11 秒，想着你。

歌词只有一个字：Nyan。自己重覆 xD

很无聊白痴对不对？（也很可爱吧哈哈～）
这个 Nyan Cat 在 YouTube 有一段故事的。

有几个人因为 Upload 了这个 video，结果被 youtube block 掉，flag 成 copyrighted video。
结果那个真正的作者被全世界的人误会，害到他要在自己的 blog 说自己没有 file copyright complain。
而且，还要自己亲自，连同其他合作的人一起，file counter-complain 要求 youtube 解开那个 block。

自作聪明的 youtube 哈哈。

要了解更多有趣的背景可以看看下面这个：
http://knowyourmeme.com/memes/nyan-cat-pop-tart-cat

下载 MP3: http://hotfile.com/dl/125686996/1ece9a2/Nyan_Cat.mp3.html

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某天一个女人和老公吵架，

她伤感地对朋友说：“我和老公吵架了，他冲我大吼，让我带上自己的东西滚。
我用袋子把老公装进去，哭着说你是属于我的。”

“真感人，然后呢？”朋友问。

她回答：“。。。然后我装了四袋才把他装完。”