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i luv saturday~

星期六, 超喜欢的.
因为, 一星期就只有今天是 off day (虽然我已经没有做了, 不过那种"今天是 off day 的感觉还有在…),
而且还有晚上可以回学校练习.
 
练习其实只是其次,
我喜欢星期六的练习,
因为可以回去碰碰一星期才碰一次的 "旧爱" (记得以前乐器组常叫我们把乐器当老婆),
可以探望, 看看学弟学妹们,
还有就是…可以跟那些跟我一样还没有离开的朋友见见面…
 
韶韵练习, 也去过好几次了,
入会费也拖了好久, 财哥用催的了…
可是, 每次练习的人都不一样的…
 
记得第一次去的时候, 是跟永年一起去的,
那时候只有小猫几只…
 
去年, 我们大组都常坐在旁边的…
如今, 没有那个自己拖拍子就讲 trumpet 组抢拍子的 trombone 组组长,
上大组用脚打拍子, 再也没有一个教导组在我旁边踩我的烂鞋了…
 
以前, trombone 组都会有一把厚到像大便的 bass trombone 炸 fit,
现在…已经不是以前的那个死肥子了…
由一个在籍团员兼团队友替之…
 
以前, 每次 alto solo 都也是会有一把金 alto 炸 fit,
现在就…不说了, 懂的已经懂了, 不懂的就算了…
还真的是…大便到…连我的小善毅小勤豪都会讲…
 
bass 组的一个大主力, baritone sax…
一个人瘦瘦小小, 乐器肥肥大大的,
然后每次都跟他一起玩 titanic 船沉没那段的…
也不在了…
 
还有很多很多…
来练习, 就是来看看, 究竟还在的 还没走的有谁…
还有大家毕业后都变什么样子了…
我们毕业后, 乐团变什么样子了…
 
很庆幸还有一些还没有打算远走高飞的猪朋狗友们,
因为有你们, 我才不会有被落单的感觉,
我才不会觉得…只有我傻傻死活在过去…
 
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今天的练习好多人哦~
多了皮卡仙, 多了很多窝牛, 木管也声势浩大.
第一次韶韵终于上大组了~~~
可是…少了一个很重要的…小鸭子…
 
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本来讲要去看半夜场的, 可是提议的人自己取消了,
参与的人临阵退缩, 所以就…没有看到…
 
有谁还没有看 [失败的男人(spiderman)] 的,
然后又想去看的, 来邀请我, plz~
男女老少皆宜~
 
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每次载人回, 都会得到感谢的话还是 sms 什么的,
其实…我也想谢谢你们, 陪我走过那段载你们回家的路…
自己去学校, 自己回家, 蛮空虚的…
谢谢你们~~~
 
韶韵练习后要坐我车, 可以跟我 reserve 车位的…
目前 reserved 车位 (我自己心目中 reserved 的) :
慧榕 – 除非她选择不要, 坐屁股车回…
慧珊 – 是我害她上贼船的, 不载她不好吧…
爱玲 – 如果有去看戏, 然后住慧珊家的话…
瑜栗 – 她今天跟我 reserved 下星期的了…
哲斌 – 每次他跟住我, 就是 understood 要坐我车了, 不用我问他, 不用他跟我讲…
 
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等待…期待中…
等发工钱…

烦恼

上次打了一大篇的英文, 我觉得酱看的人英文不好的话还蛮辛苦看的, 所以这次就打一次华语的.
 
换了 windows vista 后, 它的华语系统我还没有完全适应过来,
跟 xp 的是差不多啦, 不过还是有一点点差别…
 
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最近上班都蛮无聊的, 每天不是上网就是玩 msn,
跟其他人聊天…
大家最近都…各自有各自的烦恼…
毕业了, 不再为课业而烦, 反而更为其他的事情而烦…
 
有的, 就烦大学选科系…该进什么科系呢? 要转商吗? 还是选什么?
不知道什么原因, 就很多人都跑去了 INTI…
cynthia 转商, 读 accounting;
kura keh 读 foundation…
bryan 也去读书了…
他们能够选择 inti, 大概也算是家里有一点本钱的…
 
有的, 就烦读书的资金问题…要读的科没有钱读, 要去的地方没有钱去…
有的, 正努力在挣钱, 为的是可以酬足自己读书的费用,
但…中学毕业, 只能做一些打杂的工作, 工钱不算多,
就算做足一整年也不知能不能够酬到一学期的费用…
 
也有的, 是家庭问题…
自己要读的科系, 家庭负担不起…
家长却一直怂恿自己去选择自己不喜欢的科系, 差不多要到强迫的地步了…
不是他不要选择, 而是…没有多少选择可以选…
不是成绩问题, 而是资金问题…
 
有的, 正在家里读书, 为的也是上大学…
资金没什么问题的, 反而是因为成绩…
读英文的读英文, 读 STPM 的读 STPM…
 
身边的人, 一个一个离开, 而我也只能看着他们, 等待到我的时间…
算是羡慕吗?
 
我真的是很幸运的一个人,
既没有什么资金上的问题, 成绩也刚好过关,
但就是…空虚了一点…
真想早一点开学, 想早一点渡过这段空虚的时间.
 
想帮忙身边的朋友, 但都是心有余而力不足…
如果我有钱, 我一定资助那些资金不足的人去追求他们的梦想…就算是牺牲我自己…
可是我有吗? 没有…
大家的烦恼我都没有, 所以我难以体谅其他人的痛苦,
但…也没有多少人能知道我要的是什么…
 
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明天就是我在 maxis 做工的最后一天了,
最后这几天, 我发觉我已经开始适应这边的工作环境了…
适应了, 又马上要离开了…
不过, 我不想再犹豫了.
纵使我几适应, 几喜欢都好, 我还是在为我自己讨厌的 maxis 做工,
在帮他们欺骗多一点顾客…
 
我就是喜欢堂堂正正, 如果我是顾客, 我也不会选择 maxis.
 
最近在知道一个事实, 关于 digi 的.
为什么 digi 做到酱好, 就是都打不赢另外两个公司?
最大的缺点就是他没有 3G…
至于为什么 digi 拿不到 3G 的执照呢?
据说是因为…digi 的老板是外国人, malaysia 政府就什么都不要给他…
digi 能够自己发明 EDGE 来使用, 就是 digi 的厉害之处了…
真的是, 英雄无用武之地…
 
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今天很巧的, 是我两个网上认识, 但从未见过面的网友的生日.
两位都有一个共同点, 就是据说两位都见过我好几次了,
不过都是不好意思所以没有跟我打招呼,
所以我也不曾见过她们, 只看过她们的照片…
还有一个最大的共同点…
她们同一天生日!!! 哈哈!!!
 
祝美欣, 还有佳亦, 生日快乐哦~~~
 
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有样东西我不得不说了…
不要说我小气, 有些东西对我来说是很珍贵的东西, 我不喜欢别人乱碰.
这些东西包括: 朋友送的东西, 跟朋友一起买的东西, 买给朋友的东西(还没有送的), 还有我的电脑!!!
 
不要介意麻烦到我什么, 不过不要得寸进尺就好了,
我不介意做好人的.
我喜欢帮人, 不过不喜欢帮助不需要帮忙的人…
 
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最近真的真的很空虚咯~
谁要来充实我的生活一下?
我会超级感激他的…
 
不过…O2Jam 就算了…
家里 laptop 玩不到, 不舍得玩…
我的 keyboard 还要的…
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我把日记改成了 blog,
大家还习惯吗?

canon rock

*right click the link and save target as
 
the rock version of canon,
rearranged by a Hong Kong professional guitarist, Jerry Chang.
but this mp3 is a cover of FunTwo,
which means, the original score was rearranged by Jerry Chang,
but played by FunTwo.
 
try it out, it’s very nice~
but…something very imperfect is…
the ending is very…teruk…
but the overall are still great.
^^
 
p/s: feeling star…
that game you recommended, is O2Jam mah,
i played that since a very long time ago lo,
and dun underestimate my skill lo.
challenge me if you dare, hehe,
but wait till i bought a new keyboard and install it in my new laptop first…
or juz simply wait me at cybercafe, wakaka~

newcomer~

after resting for a day,
refreshed, and actually did something more meaningful,
i guess at least i didn’t waste a full whole month.
 
yesterday, someone asked me out le oh~
it’s so rare, that someone actually though of me,
remembered yesterday was my day off,
and asked me out leh~
although my reply was…erm…a bit slow la…
 
it’s not my fault if i woke up late,
well, that’s me. paiseh ah~
:P
 
went out for breakfast…or should i say, lunch?
whatever la…then go home, took a break, checked mail,
and did some online thing, and…
well, someone keep on "reminding" me of her b’day…
we’ve been chatting for about…as i remembered, 2 years already,
although she said she had seen me many times, i never seen her even once…
well, a small present, should be ok.
i’m going to shopping anyway, might as well go look for it.
 
well, i’m going out anyway,
might as well, bring 慧榕 along, since she’s so bored.
can i say it is a miracle, that i actually know the way to her house?
hoho~
but…just the perfect timing…
when i just reach there, she sms me telling me that her mum is coming back home…
pengsan…@_@
 
tak tahan, no more sms,
called her straightly.
i guess she just 不好意思, then came down lo~
asked me out at the first place, and turn me down?
she also don’t wanna be the legendary queen of aeroplane ba~
:P
 
erm…did my luck went out so fast?
go to her house was so smooth, but after that, keep on going the wrong way…
went out of track, and went to 欢君’s house instead.
:P
 
went in for a small chat,
she don’t wanna go out with us, because she as tired,
so…don’t force her lo~
but…we were so funny, why stand outside,
forming a 三国鼎立, and…talk leh?
i just couldn’t understand, and neither could them. haha~
 
went to plaza pelangi, because…i suggested it…
and just dunno why, that place just poped out of my mind,
maybe there’s the place where i bought my first gift to a girl…
 
walked around, just 走马看花, look inside the shop outside…
saw 雪莉 on the way, what a coincidence…
erm…don’t misunderstand plz,
me and 慧榕 are not a couple, we just happened to be shopping together…
= =
 
at the highest floor, we both also thought nothing will be up there…
we passed by a stall, sell necklace and those kind of thing…
that particular necklace are quite a choice,
well, since i dunno much about the main lead,
this thing might fit just right.
 
didn’t buy that immediatly,
we go for dinner instead. what a strage coupl…erhem…two people…
well, it’s my decision anyway, so i should be the only strage guy here.
 
went to a classy restaurant,
a rather, high cost place.
it’s been a long time since my last reward for myself for a decent meal,
so…we went for the "on the rock" meal lo~
i think, can say it’s been years since i had meal in here.
 
at first we chose a sofa seat…
ordered something…oh, their selection wasn’t much, but we both hard to make a decision…
and…before we decided to take the order,
i found out that…we both picked the same dishes…
= =
 
well, she ordered hers, i changed my order, so that we can have more variety of food.
and…well, sofa wasn’t as confortable as it looks,
so we changed our seat near the fence,
the view there is better, and…just freestyle la~
 
this is the first time we have dinner like this leh…
but, it’s not strange as it feels…
i tought we will feel very strange de…
its like…erm…二人世界 like that, but not quite true…
erm…how to describe?
ah, never mind… = =
 
just when we were in the middle of our dinner,
someone found us here…or should i say, 慧榕 saw them,
those three people were here, what a coincidence also.
 
adui, that mutton was so big piece,
or maybe is because my breakfast/lunch ate too late,
so…wow, it’s so full…
= =
 
could have shopped more,
but 慧慧 said she wanna go somewhere,
and is in a hurry…
well, it’s no early,
so…might as well, go lo.
 
swiped my card, this was my first time swipe that in this month.
the convenience is there, just don’t dare to use…
 
went up and bought the necklace…
but…adui, me and 慧榕 always have the same taste de…
and she bought that away…
and…used the same trick i used just now…
the so-called 好意思 trick…
 
well…never mind ba…
since i’m just going to buy something to someone i do not really know,
and me and 慧榕 have already know each other for 3 years already,
so…
 
this world has so many coincidence, man!
now only remembered…
原来美欣 and 佳亦 b’day on the same day…
and…慧榕, 慧珊(kem desaru punya), and vern ping b’day on the same day also!!!
well, too bad 慧榕 did not remember my b’day,
no wonder she was so surprised when i said my b’day is on 23rd,
same "day" as her…not same month la…
 
fetch those 3 小瓜 to school,
and…my fate really depends on 慧榕 her le lo,
if she insist on going home, i have no choice but to send her home first,
and return back after that…
if not, it may looks like i’m abducting her…
= =
 
but, hey~
glad she made her first step,
to just check out first. and then…
hoho~ heard her called back home and tell her mum she’ll be back late,
hoho~ that means… hohoho~~~
 
teachers’ day,
i thought will be very few people attending the lesson,
but…looks like i was wrong…
yesterday was so many people!!!
especially flute section…all thanks to me… :P
we have a newcomer here~~~
 
宏光 wsas late for the class,
so…that night we didn’t go thru the JBC,
and start straightly for tuning and song rehersal.
still the same old Japanese Graffiti 4 and 5 though…
宏光 played the drumset once,
and…omg!!! he’s so fukin hard!!!
ear pain, it’s like going to explode inside out…
poor 善毅…he suffered so much…
 
tried, sight read a new song,
and…not very…smooth…
we were all first time, so…
don’t expect much, but i’m sure we will improve by time…
 
brought my laptop,
just because wanna insert songs for them,
倪鹏 and 勤豪, but…no time…
and…some accident…
勤豪’s memory card was eaten by my laptop…
hard to spit out at the moment…so…
soli 勤豪, have to 忍耐 one week without memory card…
i thought my laptop have build in card reader…
= =
 
on the way home, those gals sit behind,
played with my laptop…
peeked thru my photos, and…i think more…
 
on the way back, on the road,
some strange thing occured…
my laptop suddenly went online, we were all shocked!!!
so…that’s W/LAN. wow~
amazing~
 
sent them back home, and went back to my home…
heard my mum said,
outside our house, a robbery just happened…
some indian guy on bike, chasing a secondary student,
trying to rob or something.
my neighbour took a club, went out shouting,
and the robber ran away…
 
so…my place here is not safe as well…
i must be careful now…
at night, my mum also worried about me,
and opened the gate for me,
so that i no need to go out from the car and open the gate myself…
 
just to shut down my laptop,
they did not shut down it, they just put it to sleep mode,
and…shit!!!
wtf, they changed my wallpaper!!!
and…where’s my tanjung photos!?!?
wtf did they do to my laptop!?!?
shit!!!
 
so this is what will happen when you lent something to other people…
the next time i should just…log out and let them wreck havoc on the guest account…
dammit… ><

holes…

these days really is so…boring…empty…
everyday doing the same thing, over and over…
 
go to work, always waiting for go home…
went home, turn on my laptop, also dunno what to do…
hopind to find someone to chat, or at least find something to download, somrthing to do…
but…none…
 
i found out that…
listening music is the most…relaxed thing to do in these days…
on the pc, start all bt downloading, check inbox…
ntn to do…juz play every music in my pc, one by one…
 
hard to imagine, without music…how empty will my life be…
 
Empty spaces fill me up with holes,
Distant faces with no place left to go.
Without you, within me I can’t find no rest,
Where I’m going…is anybody’s guess…
 
sometimes i like being alone…
but sometimes…i still cant beat loneliness…
i wonder how, i wonder why…
we all do the same thing, work, sleep, work agian…
but…why am i feeling empty, but the others are not?
is it because…i do not have a target?
 
everyone’s pursuing money…
everyone is doing their best to pursue their dream…
what about my dream? or…do i have one?
 
i’m not tired…but…i’m tired…
 
everyone else needs money…what do i need?
i need something that can fill my emptiness…
who have it? can i buy some for myself?
i’m willing to give all i have for a change…
 
plz, can someone plz, tell me "you’re not alone"…

emptiness

it’s so boring these days…
this..emptiness…
after graduated from PLKN, and after a few days at work…
i’m starting to feel empty…
everyday doing the same thing,
repeat repeat and repeat…
 
morning wake up, go to work…
night go back home, sleep…
next morning wake up, work again…
everyday juz keep on repeating these boring stuff…
 
haiz…
can’t take it anymore…
although I only left a week, but this week is kinda…slow…
and how will my life be after that?
wil there be any diference at my dad’s office?
or will it be the same? or…will it get worse?
dunno…and do not wanna know…
i juz wanna get out of here, as soon as possible…

change job

After graduated from PLKN, I started my working life.
It’s almost been a month…
 
First time, I worked for Maxis.
It was quite a tough time, so boring and so tired.
At main centre, we called there MASA (Maxis Authorised Service Agent),
I worked for broadband, almost same as streamyx…
Worked for payment, touch money everyday, quite big pressure…
Short money once, and have to pay them back…haiz…
 
Later that, I was transfered to one of their branch, at Giant Plentong.
There are very easy, but hard…
Not as busy as MASA, but hundred times boring than there…
Longer working hours, but higher salary…
 
At first, it was nothing to me,
but after some time…I decided to quit…
I feel…cheated…
 
They told me the basic salary there is 1k,
and can get $30 commision for each sign-ups after your first 10 sign-ups…
But, they did not tell me that if I can’t make 10 sign-ups, my basic salary will be deducted…
At most $100 per sign-ups…
SHIT!!!
 
At that time, I made my mind…
I REALLY CAN’T CONTINUE LIKE THIS!!!
TMD!!!
 
the most important reason wasn’t the money…
I don’t care how much the salary or what…
I JUZ FEEL CHEATED!!!
 
Told my supervisor I wanna quit after this month…
And she also approved already…
Next month, I’ll be helping out at my dad’s office…
 
I’m not in Maxis’ blacklist…
BUT NOW MAXIS IS IN MY BLACKLIST!!!
I’LL NEVER SUPPORT MAXIS ANYMORE!!!
Celcom gogogo!!!
Digi gogogo!!! Fu-Yoh~~~

改变

已经好久没有来 update 了, 工作的关系…
唉…我看不变是不行的了…所以…
既然这边一直都在变, 从写给人的东西变成日记,
从 private 变 public…
现在…
 
我决定了, 不写日记了,
因为真的是心有余而力不足…
 
对不起, 忠实的观众们…
我只能够一段时间上来 update 一些东西…
不过我保证, 我不会荒废这边的…

profession

2007 年 3 月 26 日 (星期一)

Shirley 不在了,她的位由我来做。。。
做 payment 很压力咯,
每天都很多钱从你手上过。。。

其他人都是 office 的服装,
只有我一个是 broadband 的。
Annie 说我可以暂时穿酱,
然后其他人穿回平时的,
她说因为我很了解电脑,也很了解 broadband,
所以我跟人家穿不一样,我就看起来对 broadband 比较 professional 一点,
呵呵~

没有人的时候,
用这边 payment 的电脑上网了一下,
所了解 maxis 的东西,
毕竟 broadband 的 promotion 也快过完了,
还有一个星期而已。

其实,maxis 也蛮便宜的嘛~
跟 DiGi 比起来,真的是 没有什么差别,
不过 maxis 其实比较好。
大家都用 DiGi 为什么呢?
其实就是因为大家都用 DiGi 所以大家都用 DiGi。
大家都是因为多朋友用 DiGi 所以自己用 DiGi,
然后自己的朋友也因为朋友都用 DiGi 而用 DiGi,
牛顿第一定律。。。

这边电脑是快的咯~
比我家的还快。
可惜只可以拿来做公司的东西,
不可以乱乱上网。。。

tired

2007 年 3 月 25 日 (星期日)

做一整个星期的工,累。。。
今天不打算去哪里,就在家里休息就好了,
我还有更长远的路要走啊。。。

blog 还有够多天还没有打的咯~
都有一点 sien 了。。。