i shouldn’t have open it to public…perhaps…
it may be impossible to right what is wrong,
so what i can do now is…
to prevent it from getting worse…

until the time comes,
the time when nobody understands me,
or the time when everybody truly understands me,
or…
…
the time when nobody will ever care for me…

saw, heard, learnt, experienced…
there’s no one more trustworthy than…ownself…
is it really true?
perhaps…
but i’d still like to trust others, even with the risk of being betrayed…