Archive for May, 2007

departure

i’ll be leavin jb soon, and about one week will not be here.
so…
 
anything, juz leave a message here,
or sms or call me…
 
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2nd of june, class gathering,
i cannot attend lo~
and…hoho, i think i know what is the purpose of that gathering.
:P
 
pirates of curry bean, i watched it before le,
so no need to pity me, haha~
 
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that class video,
still no news at all…
really busy, no time to work on it…
sorry…
or you all juz wan the raw video?
can tell me, i try to extract the raw video out first…
 
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bye bye~
see’ya~

真实的幻想, 梦幻的现实…

plz dun tell me, juz because i’m a gemini guy,
so…i get this feeling, so quite often…
 
since last year,
after quite a few months, that feeling came again,
but that time, i can tell, that isnt true…
so…what about now?
 
so…now…i decided…to follow my instinct…
and…juz wait time passes…
 
again, maybe i shouldnt care so much…
i have not much time left anyway,
so…
 
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heard this before,
rumor says that, because i’m a gemini guy,
that’s why my 女人缘 very good…
is that true?
come to think of it…i may really had not much,
not as many male friends as gals…
 
well…i gave this explanation for myself…
because of my…shy nature, i do not have much friends at first…
and…few guys like to make innitiative to befriend me,
and because i’m so mysterious at first,
attracted more gals’ than guys’ attention…
 
hope that explain things…instead of that gemini theory…
but…i guess that explanation are more like an excuse than an explanation…
so…
 
whatever la~
i really shouldnt care so much,
juz live life my own way, mwahahaha~~~
(saya orang gila sekarang)

孤军作战…pirates of curry bean

那慧榕, 跑去游泳, 连电话也不听了…
游泳不听电话是正常啦, 因为目前还没有看过有防水的电话啦,
可是她好了回也不回我…
 
早早去到学校,
忘记今天他们没有团课,
去到那边没有人…
像怪人酱, 驾车进去, park 好了下车, 左看看右看看,
没有熟人…又驾车走了…
 
一个人逛街是很平常的事,
可就不知道为什么, 这次显得格外漫无目的…
或许是因为 carries 真的是没什么东西好逛的吧…
身上的财产也没有剩很多了…
 
买了两张 reload coupun,
一张 hotlink 的, 一张 digi 的…
终于开始觉得自己开始穷了,
要开始省了…但是, 身上那张新的 ATM card 一直在催我用他…
 
孤军作战, 其实没有想象中惨, 不过也…蛮寂寞的…
鸟鸟他上了 KL, 所以这次我组只有我一个人,
全部又是试谱…
 
不是说一个人就不开心,
也是有开心的时候, 只不过…少了分享的对象…
旁边又是 hi-fi 一粒, 再旁边是大姐, 不是很熟, 不太好意思跟他们玩…
就只好…酱过咯…
 
一次过跑了好几首歌,
真的是有累到的,
又不可以吃蛇, 因为没有组员可以 cover me…
撑吧…又是没有撑过…
 
九点了她才来,
而且很奇怪的就是…她进来之前还打了通电话给我…
害到我, 要 sms 回她, 正准备要 send 的时候, 她就开门进来了.
= =
 
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哈哈, 明明就是去游泳, 还跟我说做工做到很迟;
明明就是游泳不听我电话, 还跟我掰做工忙;
呵呵~ 我是知道的, 只是没有揭穿她而已~~
 
原本要去屁讲的那边的,
就因为…哈哈, 不懂他讲的是哪里,
我们就乱走咯~
去到一个地方吃 roti.
好久没有吃 roti 了, 还有点想念 roti 的味道呢.
:P
 
多了个伟松, 他真的很冷的…
讲很多我们都不想理他的话…
= =
 
回到家, 想 online 的,
不过…一坐下来, 还没有开电脑, 开电而已,
睡意就来了…
开了电, 又关回去…睡觉去了…
慧榕没看到我 online 她也不会失望的吧, 毕竟我也没有答应她我会 on, 哈哈~
 
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去看咖理豆海岛, 跟慧榕一起.
真的很 paiseh 咯, 跟她讲我大概两点会到那边,
然后叫她不用酱早去, 我先去看时间,
结果…我还在乌龟 bas 上, 才经过学校不久, 她就说她到了…
还…让她去排队买票, 让她等我…
弄到我 paiseh 到要死…
看来下次约人出来, 自己要早一点到, 而且要报迟一点的时间了…
= =
 
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咖哩豆海盗, 真的很好看…
详细一点的东西我不写了, 自己去看 trailer 或去看戏吧.
 
在里面, 戏开始之前, 有放 trailer 的.
harry potter, 要上映了哦~~~
还有一个, 好像也很不错酱的, die hard 4.
下次也要出来看!!!
 
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慧榕, 谢谢你哦~
今天愿意陪我出来看戏…
不像那个不 steady 的, 一直跟我讲应该可以, 最后还是要滚回家做乖乖女的, 哈哈~
 
要不是你, 我看又是要等 dvd 咯…
 
well, no point posting here…
she doesnt usually come here at my blog, but…
juz post it anyway…
 
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今天惊人的发现…
原来 couple seat 是酱的! 两个位中间的 handle 可以拉上去的.
第一次坐过酱的地方…

shit

Maxis 强, 连 msn 都有他们的广告…


19 years old now

Those who msn greeted me…
 

hard to believe!
my first greetings are from this, long lost pal…
Thank you, my friend~~~

Thanks yo, this time is your turn huh?
use my style, bomb me…but not nudge bomb, haha~

feel sorry for her…
her b’day this year i had forgotten, but she remembered mine…
对不起谢谢…

haha, thx yo~
typed too fast, and accidentally hit the enter key de…
lol~~~

thx, bro…

Thank "U", haha~

thx too~

haha, now only know de.
nvm, i forgive you, you’re still better then many others.
thanks yo~ orang kawaii, haha~~~

tenkiki tenkue, haha~
siao people…

dude! thx dude!
wa, so least expected person also greeted me. ^^

lol, this person nudge bomb me, and kena me bomb back.
and even typed wrong, lol, haha~

no, you’re not, haha~
first belated greetings…
belated 35mins

 

and those who sms greeted me…

美欣

不知道这算吗…她竟然问我"今天是啥重要日子吗?"

雯冰

简简单单的一句 "生日快乐!"…简简单单一句, aligato~

凯倩

差一点忘记我? 其实…我也是忘记你了, 你提醒了我…我的照片!!! 呵呵~ 谢谢你啦~

微心

她今天才知道, 也因为我从来没有提起过嘛…不好意思哦, 把今天剩下的东西都让你收拾…

馨仪

sms 了个今日生日星给我, 一点都不准的, 哈哈~

慧珊

glad you made it, 还差几分钟就 belated 了…上次你生日的时候没及时祝福到你, 现在…
不好意思啊…谢谢你…

 

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those who remembered, 屈指可数…
一双手, 加上几只脚趾吧…
 
其他没什么表示的人, 就当你们忘记了吧…
算了…不用多劳, 来一大堆什么 belated 的了,
更不用在这边 comment 多多…
i understand…and i’m used to it…
 
and…it is so strange,
those i expected, and i left so much hint…no action at all…
and…some, very least expected person surprised me…
 
haiz…maybe i shouldnt care so much…
简简单单地过, 我还是我…
 
worked whole day, from morning to night…
tired…let’s rest…

done

wow, that giant plentong, big roadshow’s report,
was the easiest report i ever done!!!
because, the most noying part,
催 report, waived!
that big roadshow, we had every materials, every data we needed,
so…poof, done~
 
plus last few weeks, seremban’s 2 roadshows,
today weishin only pass it to me…
damn sien…
so…finished one of them…
the other one, still waiting for them to fax the sales report in…
 
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ouch, so careless,
cut my own finger when making the lucky draw box…
and…cut by a scissors, not by the blade,
so careless…and such big wound, couldn’t stop bleeding…
ouch!
 
but, that small wound are nothing,
so…let’s continue…
 
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after that roadshow,
and after talking with esther while having lunch today,
i started to…hate weishin…
well now, she’s quiting…
at first, i though she’s a nice gal, she only had her reason…
but now…
 
know it all already…
it’s juz an excuse…
well now, i even glad that she wanna quit…
we dun need an accountant like that anyway,
pay money to wreck own company’s account…
 
now i dun mind being more busy and tired,
i juz hope, my dad can go on, even after all these…

happy is tiring

 
yo dear 2006 s3s3 graduates,
guess who is this clown?
 
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yo, dear FYWO people,
guess who is there with me?
(juz guess the one with green uniform besides me…)
 
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yesterday juz ended this big roadshow at giant,
about 1am only can rest…
then today 8am wake up and go to office and work on the report thing…
 
man!!! so tired!!!
 
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以下是昨天的情况:
早上去了 office 一躺, 因为老妈要 print 公司的帐目,
这时候突然收到一封 sms…
 
"诶出去叻"
不过就因为这个 roadshow, 我出不去, 要去帮忙…
就看, 反正她也得空, 就问她要不要来帮忙咯~
因为前天老爸就已经开口叫我找人来做 part-time 了,
一时间找不到人…
kurakeh 已经去读书了, 已经不在家里吃老米了…
dennis 又不要…
就想不到人了…其他的不是太远就是不得空那种…所以就酱, 忙了一整天…
 
既然现在有人得空了, 就问问要不要来帮忙咯~
她就…很 steady 就答应了~
^^
 
在 office 呆够久了, 就出发去载她了.
没想到…她在新山长了好几岁了,
今天还是她第一次去 giant plentong 呢…
 
我以前在 LV 做工的衣服还没有还给他们, 今天还穿在我身上呢~
哈哈!
然后我爸给我一件新的衣服, 我也还没有开,
而且也…一直都在我书包里面很久了…
今天终于派上用场了…
:P
 
就前天, 我在忙的时候,
我爸请的小丑竟然在那边 ka ka ciao ciao,
弄到我还几讨厌他一下的…shit!!!
结果…我在休息的时候, 他就过来…
弄到我都不想理他, 走开闪他…
then…他突然就…"你不认得我啊?"
omg~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
很熟悉的声音…
哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
原来是…哈哈哈哈!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
世界很小哦~~~~~~~~~~
 
前天忙到累,
今天是…很…不懂怎样讲…
我不适合那种抛头露面的工作啦~
很讨厌咯, 要去…拉人家来玩游戏…
= =
 
the most difficult part is…绑 balloon…
手痛…
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奇怪的问题又来了…
有谁看过小丑上厕所???
and…有谁看过小丑借钱打包, 然后回去基地后被赶回来 food court 吃东西的?
还有…谁跟小丑一起吃过东西???
哈哈!!!!!!!!!!!
 
roadshow 三天, 还有以前做工那么久以来,
今天, 累是累啦, 不过也算是很快乐的一天,
跟朋友一起的感觉真棒哦~
而且还是, 有同班的, 有同团的, 有以前公司的, 还有家人一起工作,
笑话蛮多的, 哈哈~
 
多谢小丑哦~
我学会做小老鼠了, 还有…
腊肠狗…吧, 哈哈~
 
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to: 2nd photo ppl
(if i mention the name here, then FY ppl no need guess le lo~)
 
paiseh lo~
you always wanted to eat ice-cream, but always no chance…
although we did had ice-cream at the end,
those 99sen one cup de, but…
let’s go eat those ice-cream you mentioned every time,
and…thanks for the treat~
although is 99sen only…
:P
 
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这几天我随时都会有 part time 的 lobang 咯,
在家吃老鼠爱的大米的人,
敬请留意我这几天的 personal message 吧.
 
shao lan, i’ll confirm with you these days…
 
soli s3s3 guys, i can’t join you guys for the pirates gathering lo,
i will not be here at jb those days…
so…soli…
 
小丑, 昨天也许就是我见你的最后一面了…
那张照片, 就是我最后一次见到你的样子, 哈哈~
 
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damn tired…
it’s only 9:15pm now…feel sleepy already…
 
soli 慧珊, today i really is very very very tired…
so…we still have next time…
i’ll pass for now…
 
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最后, 还是一句没有什么意义的话…
跟自己家人讲话, 一句话里掺了三种语言, 很奇怪吗?

topic-less

seemed like i always update my blog for saturday.
well, really is undeniable, i juz simply luv saturday~
 
went to studylink in the morning,
because heard that a representative from there will be here at jb,
so can ask him more about the environment there.
 
well, i dun have much to ask about computer science,
what i need to know i already knew.
chose curtin villa, which is the cheapest, and same as 诗娟 them.
that’s all for my accomodation.
 
asked about geology, mass communication, life science,
and juz know, Shirin are actually mass comm graduate there!
hehe, what a coincidence~
quite cheap la, mass comm.
 
know about the 治安 there.
actually there is quite safe, so…
i’ll buy a motor lo~~~
wahaha~~~
no worries for travelling to town or anywhere~
no passenger plz~
:P
 
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today got a big roadshow runnin,
so…went to giant and help out lo~
meet back those old collegues,
and see how surprised when they see me…
= =
 
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not much to write about for today’s practise,
this time not many people were there,
so juz…same as usual lo~
things are finally heating up,
mozard medley, tempo 100, quite high de.
look forward for next week, 120, hehe~
 
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soli ah, joanne, i was late, not in time to stop you from buying that tauhu bakar…
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next week, pirates of carribean will be up for showing,
so…who shall i join this time?
erm…i think i promised someone to watch this together…
 
but…class gethering also watch this…
so…maybe…i’ll join class getherin after they come out from cinema…
 
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to feelin star,
that mood avatar and hit counter,
i used a html sandbox gadget.

views today

Should I be happy? I had quite a high views today…

I guess, thanks to all those things I posted recently, really attracted some attention…

hope what I posted really helped…


残废 – 吴克群

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爱你心都不变
追不上你的美
脚步再快跟不上你的嘴
 
分开我骗了谁
想擦掉你的脸
擦不掉头却更明显
 
你说你要的世界 在很远 我不了解
分手就分手 别把话说得太美
 
我像个残废 飞不出你的世界
接不到一点安慰 为什么你拼命后退
退到了边界 结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费
 
在爱里残废 非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力在追 最怕你突然要挽回
回到了原点 原点却又像终点
然后 多痛一遍
 
我像个残废
在爱里残废
 
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去年, 继阿沁的 [消失] 和五月天的 [牙关] 后,
好久没有听过那种…听后很有感觉的歌了…
就很不小心的, 也不知道从哪里来,
在电脑的垃圾堆里捞到这么一首没有歌名的歌…
开来听听…很有感觉…
 
曾经, 很有感觉, 听 [消失] 和 [牙关] 听到哭,
到现在都还是很喜欢那两首歌…
现在, 又多一首…[残废]…
也是很有感觉的一首歌…

大学生不必在意的八件事

quoted from fyforum,
found it quite useful, share it with all of those who are going to, and curently living their university life.
 
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大学是一个小社会,我们应该在这个社会中慢慢是适应,慢慢长大,我们要学的东西很多,不要把太多的精力放在这八件事上。

  1.学习成绩

  人们常说的高分低能,就是出自对于大学生的评价。动手能力以及实践经验的严重匮乏,导致了大学生整体素质的低下。在个只看成绩的国家,分数虽然很重要,但只要过得去,不要因为不及格太多导致退学的话,还是应该多把时间和精力放在课外。

  2.情感

  大学生的情感有时候是极其脆弱的,我们也不大相信我们能在大学期间就能够找到自己的真爱。所以不必把自己的所有情感都赌在大学里,当然拉,也不是说要我们游戏人间,玩弄感情,只是说不要太专注于情感问题,而导致无法自拔。

  3.别人的评价

  我们最不应该做出的牺牲,就是因为别人的评价而改变自我,因为那些对你指手画脚的人自己也不知道他们遵从的规则是什么。千万不要只遵从规矩做事,规矩还在创造之中,要根据自己的判断做每一件事情,虽然这样会麻烦一点。

  4.存在压力

  中年人能够承受多大的压力,检验的是他的韧性;而年轻人能承受多大压力,焕发的是他的潜能。在大学阶段没有一点压力,对于自己的人生发展也是不利的。所以我们需要压力,不要害怕有压力。

  5.时尚

  不要盲目追赶时尚按说年轻人应该是最时尚的。但是独立思考和个性生活更重要。在这个物质社会,其实很多人对于时尚的追求早已经沦为对金钱和享乐的追求。

  6.所在学校以及所学专业的名气

  有些大学生在名牌大学名牌专业中就读,不免有一些傲气,觉得自己高人一等,因而觉得自己在什么地方都应该享受到比别人更好的待遇。一旦达不到他自己的期望值,就会觉得沮丧,埋怨。其实他的确在很多地方不如其他一些没有名气大学的没有名气专业的学生,关键在于经历以及能力。

  7.失恋

  不是不在乎,是在乎不起。大学生最怕失去的不是已经拥有的东西,而是梦想。爱情如果只是一个过程,那么正是这个年龄应当经历的,如果要承担结果,30岁以后,可能会更有能力,更有资格。其实,大学时代我们要做的事情很多,稍纵即逝,过久地沉溺在已经干涸的爱河中,与这个年龄的生命节奏不符合。

  8.就业

  有些人为了找到一个体面的工作,而过高的估计了自己的能力,削尖了脑袋往世界著名的公司钻,但是其实他们的能力并不符合要求。有时候的确应该先就业再择业,因为大学生没有很多的资历,来供自己选择自己所喜爱的公司,自己所喜欢的职业。大学生就业并不困难,困难的是在于能否选择到一个自己满意,而且体面的工作。


Part Time Love

自我型(與別不同,自成一格)

您樂於活在邊緣,而且在人生的所有層面追求不尋常、藝術性且富含意義的事物。
您具有美感的洞察力,以穿著和環境來表達自我的獨特性。
您把焦點放在關係和感覺,所以儘管對工作抱持理想,找到理想伴侶卻是第一優先。當一份新的關係出現,或是既有的關係出問題時,工作很快的就會被暫放在一旁。

優點:
您對別人的受苦具有深層且天賦的同理心,會立刻拋開自己的麻煩,去支持並幫助在痛苦中的人。

缺點:
您會主動追求「負面」情緒。當生命過得越來越平淡時,您會產生出一個情緒危機,如果任何人試圖跟您講道理,都只會令您變得更憤怒不悅。

愛情:
您傾向以「若即若離」的方式面對愛情。距離越遠,對方看起來就越完美。
您情緒變化範圍太廣,太強烈,再加上若即若離的習性,對於伴侶而言很難確切知道如何和您建立關係。

您只要在交往過程中碰到一丁點難題,或是預見自己會被拒絕,您便會推開自己的伴侶。
「我寧可當那個先離開的人,也不要當被遺棄的人。如果我失去了掌控權,那是相當可怕的事。」

安定方位:改革型
在安定的狀態下您會開始有完美主義傾向,去批判自己和別人。

壓力方位:付出型
當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時,您會變得痴纏,失落,抑鬱和行為反復無常。很需要吸引別人,以獲得讚許。

建意:
每天找些正向的事情,並加以慶賀
享受世俗面,去看看平凡中的不平凡
覺得自己特殊而正確時,在行動前先花時間考慮清楚

最渴望:能更深入的了解自己,看透人生
最恐懼:自我身份的模糊,感情世界的缺陷
最難達到的美德:平衡 (Equanimity)
最難克服的執念:憂鬱 (Melancholy)

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well, that’s me…I’m not as good as you can see…I’m quite a bad guy…
quoted from here


another piece of scrap work

seem like i’m doing this for purpose, but well…
it is really just a coincidence, that i post my blog alternately, english and chinese…
 
and…just for warning,
that this post will also be another piece of scrap work…
due to two consecutive days of confuse,
and not even a minute time for me to recover from this…confusion…
 
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today had so much work,
so busy, and so…bothersome…
those dealers, why just can’t they do their work correctly???
sales report also have to chase from them…
 
i think we here so busy, mainly is because…we do not have enough staff…
so much work, so few worker, of course the work portion distributed will be very large…
 
who wanna work here at broadband connection, authorised maxis event organiser of southern region???
work here as a staff, mostly do those accounting work, office jobs, type report those things…
kindly employ anyone who wanna work full-time, knows accounting, ubs and administrating!!!
= =
 
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msn space homepage is so convenient now,
i can see the number of views there,
and i’ve been wondering…
why my space views are so many,
but comments so few?
 
is it because i changed my style, and everyone not used to it?
or is it because my post are too long, no one are patient enough to read it all?
or maybe is because of…english???
 
well, i don’t care, although my blog are public now,
doesn’t mean i’ll change my objective…
i write for myself, i don’t care how’s the number of view or comments…
there may be quite a lot of people like me, who just like to see, but no comment.
but…
sure hope those anonymous would leave a comment at my guest panel, 留恨 there…
even three dots are satisfying.
^^
 
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so busy a work,
have been eating chicken rice so often, that i just simply started to hate it…
this week, i’ve been having chicken rice for about…5 meals!!!
1 week eat 5 times chicken rice,
who can take it?
= =
 
oh my god!!! (i dun have a god, do i?)
plz gimme some time,
some extra time, to at least let me have a decent meal!!!
= =
 
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after i did some web surfing,
i found out something…
the University rankings of these Universities from, dunno which website le:
139 – National University of Singapore
144 – Monash Australia
396 – Curtin Australia
450 – Nanyang Technological University
1426 – University Putra Malaysia
1503 – University Kebangsaan, Malaysia
2056 – International Islamic University Malaysia
2085 – University Utara Malaysia
2110 – University Technology Mara
2969 – University Malaysia Sabah
 
local Uni and other country’s Uni have so much difference…
haiz…malaysia…
 
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lastly, i’ll shoutout that comment again…
ACCOUNTING IS SOOOOOOOOOOO DAMN HARD!!!
IT IS SO…OMG TMD SHIT!!!

语无伦次

最近很久没有打华语字了,
现在想打打华语的, 又觉得有点…生疏了…
不过没关系啦, 还是打打华语比较好,
不然以后我怕会忘记怎样打.
:P
 
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有时候, 错过上映的时间是有点可惜,
但又有时候, 太早看过, 也是很可惜…
最近大家都一直在追失败的男人三.
 
上次跟了名俊他们去看了过后,
好像是因为我的热烈急聘陪戏员,
好多人突然间来问我要不要去看失败的男人…
推辞了好多人, 觉得好可惜…
这时, 我真的好希望curry豆豆海盗快点上映,
就可以约一些别的人去看了.
 
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星期六, 习惯性地问慧榕她有没有出来,
不过这次又跟平时不一样了,
因为我换工了…不再是 off-day 了…
 
还以为很早就可以放工回家了的,
没想到在回家之前, 老妈叫我去 check stock,
一 check 就 check 到整三点多,
看时间剩不多了, 就找了个吃饭为借口,
溜了回家, 呵呵~
当然也有打包给他们啦~
 
错过了看豆都先生的时间,
冲个凉换件衣就出门了, 不过还是要回 office 一下,
要送货…
= =
 
今天好多地方要去,
好多家要拜访…就先通知慧榕她我的行程吧~
没想到…我是应该先确定他们都在家才决定的嘛~
我好奇怪…
 
昨天跟 philip 还有欢君说今天去拜访他们,
没有说时间, 结果刚好这个时间他们都不在家…
所以就…最后还是去找了慧榕出来…
 
介绍你们一个好地方,
那边的东西…名字都很够厉的!!!
冰火 polo 包, 听过吗? 很了不起的名字哦?
还有一个什么雪糕烤面包什么的…
名字真的很强的!!!
名字罢了…
 
今天是第二次了, 我们单独来这种高级地方…
两个瘦子, 坐一个很大很大, 六个人坐的位,
有沙发, 但我们都认同坐到很辛苦的位…
还钱的时候又要等,
不懂作末他们自己 password lock 掉 cashier 机, cashier 自己又不懂 password 的…
= =
 
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团室三点就开了,
不过…好像是因为我们都没有日财的电话, 然后不打算浪费那个时间回去看团室有没有开,
所以才没有早回去的…
屁股不懂是不是真的在那边三点等慧榕…哈哈!!!
 
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给钱了, 反正有钱了嘛~
来韶韵来了好几次了, 之前担心的, 好像都是没什么的嘛~
真的是白担心了.
 
我真的是很幸运的人吧,
来韶韵, 真的是一点负担都没有.
没有家庭压力, 因为父母都没有反对我出晚门, 很自由.
没有经济负担, 25 块来买一星期几小时的欢乐, 我觉得是值得的.
没有交通困难, 我妈不可能半夜用车, 所以很自由.
 
我也知道, 不是所有人都像我这样幸福,
所以…我也希望可以帮助其他人.
想来韶韵, 但因为一些原因而不行,
我能帮我就帮…
 
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新工其实也蛮不错的嘛~
因为礼拜天不用做, 所以拜六可以不用担心夜宵到太晚,
隔天可以不用担心睡过头~
 
这边顺口问问: 有谁看过有人吃花生糊配云吞汤的?
 
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昨天去了 giant,
才几天, 感觉上好像很久没有去那边那样.
为的是帮狗馒换耳机, 顺便买壳,
还有要帮老妈买姜…
本人因为第一次买姜, 所以就随便拿了一条,
被老妈讲不够老…
我哪会啊~
:P
 
经过以前打工的那间店,
果然还是他们两个, jasmine 和小 vint.
下星期这边会有一个很大型的 roadshow,
到时候不知道他们会怎样咯~
 
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昨天去了 philip 家…
他真的是…omg tmd 有钱!!!
我还是第一次踏入豪门呢!!!
他家…三层楼的哦!!!
 
去跟他拿 plkn 的照片, 顺便也聊了一会儿.
他以前中学时候的样子…
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
真的是很搞笑咯~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
 
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这次的 blog 好像很没有顺序, 没有连接性的,
其实就跟我现在的思想一样吧…
可能头脑被帐目搞乱了…
 
现在就来一段英文的吧,
本世纪第一段英文话…
just a comment from a sciece graduate…
accounting is sooooooooooooooooooo damn hard!!!!!!!!
it is so, omg tmd shit!!!
 
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最后, 一个没有什么意思的埋怨…
我新家的树怎么那么难死啊!?!?!?

tired

start work le, at my dad’s office.
 
my dad’s company,
is maxis’s only event organiser of southern region,
and is bluetooth and mp4 distributor (although already startin to clear stock and stop doin this),
and is nationcom dealer, nationcom is 015 ip phone.
 
it’s quite busy,
as one of his staff juz quited recently,
his stock manager,
and another staff is going to quit soon too,
she’ll be working till end of this month…
 
well, i quited maxis, and joined my dad in his office,
hoping to give him a hand,
and also get an excuse to leave maxis.
 
refused to take salary from him,
he agreed to let me take over his quiting staff’s place…
 
my main goal here,
is to help my dad,
spend my time before start school,
and most important of all, learn something.
 
and…it’s quite hard at first,
as 微心 (the quiting staff, work till the end of this month) is working her job as accountings…
and…i’m a science graduate…i know nothing about these…
= =
 
the simple thing, quotation, purchase order, invoice, these thing then i know…
but…the ubs thing is so…omg!!!
this isn’t going to be easy~~~
 
maybe it’s a bit ridiculous, but…
my dad’s company has only 2 staffs…
maxis’s southern region event organiser,
has only 2 staffs in the office…
hehe…
><
 
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the job here is busy, very busy,
微心 have been working OT for many days,
always couldn’t finish her job in time…
and this month, the project are gettin bigger and bigger,
this week, first week of this month,
we had already received one project,
six roadshows to do…
 
it’s niceto have so much work,
more work, more earnings…and more busy, more tired…
= =
 
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working here isn’t same like working at maxis,
here is so busy, and tiring…
dun even have the time to msn chat…
 
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started a big project about our class’s graduation video…
completed the intro…
wanna continue, but…
couldn’t find the time…
haiz…
 
sorry, i dun mean to be like this,
i really wanted to complete that as soon as possible, but…
sorry…i have to delay that for quite a while again…
sorry, made you disapointed, tofu…
 
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these days are so tired,
can’t even stay up very late.
10pm only, my eyes are starting to sour…
 
tired…

touched

today was my first day at work, again.
this time, i work at my dad’s office.
 
my dad left for melaka for two days,
but he asked me to help out at his office,
as there are in need of helper.
so…no more reason, no more excuses, have to go…
 
at his office, has two staffs, WeiShin and Esther.
i was given a desk, a computer, and that will be my place.
i brought my own laptop there, hehe, to make use of the internet connection there.
 
the router have no more port,
so i’ll have to log in usin the w/lan.
at first it was very hard, as it requires a network passkey,
and…WeiShin dunno where did she keeps…
took quite a hard time, tryin to figure out the network passkey,
and…at last, we managed to get thru that.
thx WeiShin~~~
 
my laptop have build in w/lan, so no need for network card.
and…the modem are juz beside the photostat machine,
so the network is very strong, no doubt.
hey~ not bad~
maybe is because there usin office internet package,
so, the download speed there are very fast!!!
even faster than house’s modem!!!
my download and upload speed are maintained at 30kbps all the time!!!
cool!!!
 
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had an appointment, for movie this evening,
so i left early, rush to cs before 5pm.
thx WeiShin again, for helpin me pass my laptop to my mum.
 
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after we bought the tickets for the show,
we went to mcdonald and meet the others.
while filling my hungry stomach with those junk fast foods,
we chat, and learnt about others’ plan.
we had two teachers here,
braggin about their funny experience at school, haha~~~
 
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spiderman is a nice show…
spiderman lost his mysterious figure, by…having a girlfriend…
that disappointed me…
but the overall still caught my heart…
 
after finishing the show, i feel…touched…
 
is it me only? or…
in between the show, i even struggled from dropping my tears…
i am touched…
so damn touched…
 
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after the show, they northen people are goin out for tea,
which left me, lone southern people, go home alone…
well…thats quite a relieve too…
after the show, i am still thinkin of the story…
dun have the mood to…have tea…
 
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spiderman 3, i highly recommend this show, this movie.
not only the graphics, not only the technology,
but more importantly, the story, and the meaning in it…
 
maybe you wun feel it,
maybe it’s only me, but…
i am touched…by this…

i luv saturday~

星期六, 超喜欢的.
因为, 一星期就只有今天是 off day (虽然我已经没有做了, 不过那种"今天是 off day 的感觉还有在…),
而且还有晚上可以回学校练习.
 
练习其实只是其次,
我喜欢星期六的练习,
因为可以回去碰碰一星期才碰一次的 "旧爱" (记得以前乐器组常叫我们把乐器当老婆),
可以探望, 看看学弟学妹们,
还有就是…可以跟那些跟我一样还没有离开的朋友见见面…
 
韶韵练习, 也去过好几次了,
入会费也拖了好久, 财哥用催的了…
可是, 每次练习的人都不一样的…
 
记得第一次去的时候, 是跟永年一起去的,
那时候只有小猫几只…
 
去年, 我们大组都常坐在旁边的…
如今, 没有那个自己拖拍子就讲 trumpet 组抢拍子的 trombone 组组长,
上大组用脚打拍子, 再也没有一个教导组在我旁边踩我的烂鞋了…
 
以前, trombone 组都会有一把厚到像大便的 bass trombone 炸 fit,
现在…已经不是以前的那个死肥子了…
由一个在籍团员兼团队友替之…
 
以前, 每次 alto solo 都也是会有一把金 alto 炸 fit,
现在就…不说了, 懂的已经懂了, 不懂的就算了…
还真的是…大便到…连我的小善毅小勤豪都会讲…
 
bass 组的一个大主力, baritone sax…
一个人瘦瘦小小, 乐器肥肥大大的,
然后每次都跟他一起玩 titanic 船沉没那段的…
也不在了…
 
还有很多很多…
来练习, 就是来看看, 究竟还在的 还没走的有谁…
还有大家毕业后都变什么样子了…
我们毕业后, 乐团变什么样子了…
 
很庆幸还有一些还没有打算远走高飞的猪朋狗友们,
因为有你们, 我才不会有被落单的感觉,
我才不会觉得…只有我傻傻死活在过去…
 
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今天的练习好多人哦~
多了皮卡仙, 多了很多窝牛, 木管也声势浩大.
第一次韶韵终于上大组了~~~
可是…少了一个很重要的…小鸭子…
 
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本来讲要去看半夜场的, 可是提议的人自己取消了,
参与的人临阵退缩, 所以就…没有看到…
 
有谁还没有看 [失败的男人(spiderman)] 的,
然后又想去看的, 来邀请我, plz~
男女老少皆宜~
 
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每次载人回, 都会得到感谢的话还是 sms 什么的,
其实…我也想谢谢你们, 陪我走过那段载你们回家的路…
自己去学校, 自己回家, 蛮空虚的…
谢谢你们~~~
 
韶韵练习后要坐我车, 可以跟我 reserve 车位的…
目前 reserved 车位 (我自己心目中 reserved 的) :
慧榕 – 除非她选择不要, 坐屁股车回…
慧珊 – 是我害她上贼船的, 不载她不好吧…
爱玲 – 如果有去看戏, 然后住慧珊家的话…
瑜栗 – 她今天跟我 reserved 下星期的了…
哲斌 – 每次他跟住我, 就是 understood 要坐我车了, 不用我问他, 不用他跟我讲…
 
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等待…期待中…
等发工钱…

烦恼

上次打了一大篇的英文, 我觉得酱看的人英文不好的话还蛮辛苦看的, 所以这次就打一次华语的.
 
换了 windows vista 后, 它的华语系统我还没有完全适应过来,
跟 xp 的是差不多啦, 不过还是有一点点差别…
 
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最近上班都蛮无聊的, 每天不是上网就是玩 msn,
跟其他人聊天…
大家最近都…各自有各自的烦恼…
毕业了, 不再为课业而烦, 反而更为其他的事情而烦…
 
有的, 就烦大学选科系…该进什么科系呢? 要转商吗? 还是选什么?
不知道什么原因, 就很多人都跑去了 INTI…
cynthia 转商, 读 accounting;
kura keh 读 foundation…
bryan 也去读书了…
他们能够选择 inti, 大概也算是家里有一点本钱的…
 
有的, 就烦读书的资金问题…要读的科没有钱读, 要去的地方没有钱去…
有的, 正努力在挣钱, 为的是可以酬足自己读书的费用,
但…中学毕业, 只能做一些打杂的工作, 工钱不算多,
就算做足一整年也不知能不能够酬到一学期的费用…
 
也有的, 是家庭问题…
自己要读的科系, 家庭负担不起…
家长却一直怂恿自己去选择自己不喜欢的科系, 差不多要到强迫的地步了…
不是他不要选择, 而是…没有多少选择可以选…
不是成绩问题, 而是资金问题…
 
有的, 正在家里读书, 为的也是上大学…
资金没什么问题的, 反而是因为成绩…
读英文的读英文, 读 STPM 的读 STPM…
 
身边的人, 一个一个离开, 而我也只能看着他们, 等待到我的时间…
算是羡慕吗?
 
我真的是很幸运的一个人,
既没有什么资金上的问题, 成绩也刚好过关,
但就是…空虚了一点…
真想早一点开学, 想早一点渡过这段空虚的时间.
 
想帮忙身边的朋友, 但都是心有余而力不足…
如果我有钱, 我一定资助那些资金不足的人去追求他们的梦想…就算是牺牲我自己…
可是我有吗? 没有…
大家的烦恼我都没有, 所以我难以体谅其他人的痛苦,
但…也没有多少人能知道我要的是什么…
 
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明天就是我在 maxis 做工的最后一天了,
最后这几天, 我发觉我已经开始适应这边的工作环境了…
适应了, 又马上要离开了…
不过, 我不想再犹豫了.
纵使我几适应, 几喜欢都好, 我还是在为我自己讨厌的 maxis 做工,
在帮他们欺骗多一点顾客…
 
我就是喜欢堂堂正正, 如果我是顾客, 我也不会选择 maxis.
 
最近在知道一个事实, 关于 digi 的.
为什么 digi 做到酱好, 就是都打不赢另外两个公司?
最大的缺点就是他没有 3G…
至于为什么 digi 拿不到 3G 的执照呢?
据说是因为…digi 的老板是外国人, malaysia 政府就什么都不要给他…
digi 能够自己发明 EDGE 来使用, 就是 digi 的厉害之处了…
真的是, 英雄无用武之地…
 
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今天很巧的, 是我两个网上认识, 但从未见过面的网友的生日.
两位都有一个共同点, 就是据说两位都见过我好几次了,
不过都是不好意思所以没有跟我打招呼,
所以我也不曾见过她们, 只看过她们的照片…
还有一个最大的共同点…
她们同一天生日!!! 哈哈!!!
 
祝美欣, 还有佳亦, 生日快乐哦~~~
 
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有样东西我不得不说了…
不要说我小气, 有些东西对我来说是很珍贵的东西, 我不喜欢别人乱碰.
这些东西包括: 朋友送的东西, 跟朋友一起买的东西, 买给朋友的东西(还没有送的), 还有我的电脑!!!
 
不要介意麻烦到我什么, 不过不要得寸进尺就好了,
我不介意做好人的.
我喜欢帮人, 不过不喜欢帮助不需要帮忙的人…
 
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最近真的真的很空虚咯~
谁要来充实我的生活一下?
我会超级感激他的…
 
不过…O2Jam 就算了…
家里 laptop 玩不到, 不舍得玩…
我的 keyboard 还要的…
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我把日记改成了 blog,
大家还习惯吗?