Archive for July, 2007

go and back…

好像做了白痴, 给政府耍…
去了, 又回来了…
 
为什么他们就不可以随便一点?
为什么他们就不可以有效率一点???
 
从十一点,
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到傍晚五点…
 
电话打了, 没人接,
又再打, 又没人接,
又再打, 又没人接,
又再打, 又没人接,
又再打, 又没人接,
又再打, 又没人接,
又再打, 又没人接,
又再打, 又没人接,
又再打, 又没人接,
打到没有钱, 再进钱, 再打…
 
政府, 不爽他们…
欺骗我们国民的时间,
欺骗我们国民的金钱,
欺骗我们国民的感情…
 
不爽, 超级不爽中…
但又有一点…不幸中之小幸…
 
她们回去中骂…
花了的时间, 精神, 金钱, 却没有去成…
令我有点愧疚…
因为…
我没有唆使她们逃兵…
我没有唆使她们跟我一起进第一批…
我没有叫她们跟凯翔一起去第二批…
去到那边却也帮不上什么忙…
 
我现在是该开心还是什么???
do i still have to be optimistic???

i will miss you

although we only started to get along since several months ago, but…
i will remember…
 
the time we argue about our opinion for brands…laptop, and handphones…
the day we work at roadshow, pump balloons together…
the day i got late and treated you ice-cream, that i first time taste it, with you.
watched you study maths when we were waiting for time to pass, waiting for the show…
the day 欢君 have to be 乖乖女, and we end up sitting couple seat because of full house…
the idea of highlighting our hair someday, and you end up being laugh for "highlighting pillow"…
the day we went and try out a new coffee shop, and ended up wasting on some lame food with a very fancy name, ice-fire polo bun…
the day we went for supper, ordered a lamb soup, and found out that other ppl dun eat…left us to finish it…but we din…
the day we went back to school, you wearing sleeping shorts, because I assumed they dun care…
the day we went to the roadside stall near your house, and everyone followed me ordered the same thing, without knowing what i ordered…
the day we went bowling, and very "lucky" kena power failure…
and we ended up becoming four wandering 无聊 ka…
the day we went back to school by weekday, and walked around looking around… 
the time you say you are too shy to enter the band room, and left to carries to collect your salary…
the day i went to cs to pick you up, and kena saman for asking where were you,
then later forgot to off the front light, and have to push the car to start the engine…
the night we finally had 田鸡粥 downstairs of your house,
and finally forced my way up to your house…
and finally…the very last day, your last preparation for departure…transformers…
 
i know, sometimes…
you talk and act strangely, in your unique way…
you ask strange questions out of the blue…
you try to cheat me with some stupid, easily revealed lie…
you laugh like…*you know*
but these are what makes you kinda cute.
and i know, you DO care for me sometimes….
 
i guess, this is fate…that we’ll be apart anyway…
and i guess…i juz have to accpet fate…
but, i will miss you…
 
how i wish that i can see you some more,
how i wish i can meet you again sometime…
how i wish i could hold your hands, or give you a hug…or, kiss you goodbye…
how i wish that i could tell you the truth…tell you how i feel, but…
i guess, this is how weak i am…
and how important you are, to me…
 
(watched as you board up the bus, waved goodbye…)
(and watched as the bus go on…)
(tears filled up my eyes…)
farewell, my friend…
i will miss you…

北极圈 – F.I.R.

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今天 寂寞感觉忽然又出现 
浮现 过去梦中的画面 
哭泣 因为不想伪装悲伤那一面 
当你头也不回 离开北极圈 

有谁能为我 捡起了伤痛

洒向了海中(天空) 能重新再来过 

我不要听借口 我只想一人走掉 
把泪留在街角 我不过希望你会听到 
爱情化作 一片片冰雪单调 
不用你多说 我现在通通都了 

我不要求什么 我只想不被打扰 
把爱留在街角 就当你永远不会看到 
记忆化作 极光出现那一秒 
我开始微笑 以后会努力过得 很好

 
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不是这首歌, 只是心情…弄湿我的眼眶…

不舍

日子越来越逼近, 身边的人, 可以说是渐渐减少,
又可说是…最近突然少掉…
 
真的是很不舍…
没有心理准备, 得到消息的时候, 已经只剩下四五天了,
而且这次, 真的是要…永别了…
原本以为我会是被欢送的人, 反而是她们先走了…
好多东西, 好多话都还没有说, 好多事情都还没有做,
还没有…
 
原以为, 我做到这个星期就辞了, 剩下的日子可以游遍新山后才走的,
但现在…
 
矛盾…
既支持她们的选择, 但又很希望她们不要走…